I lied, not only to myself but also people around me. I kept my own feeling towards you, i deny i was falling in love with you. All that i did was actually because of you... but i lied, i used many kind of excuses to persuade myself and anyone else due to the lack of courages to accept that I fell for you. Sorry that i never tell the truth.
I still wondering to know ur feeling even though it was no longer important. Yet, im unable and afraid to ask. Maybe, it is better to remains unknown.
The feeling of fearfulness conquered me badly during these days. Im afraid to lose you, I wish to rely on you for the coming days. I don't wanna back to those days that being dump. Now, i knew that im feeling so sick in the days without you :'(
The worst feeling that i never had before is I couldn't cry out loud when i know you gonna leave. Im dumb...
The only thing that i could do is giving you the best wishes!
The feeling of fearfulness conquered me badly during these days. Im afraid to lose you, I wish to rely on you for the coming days. I don't wanna back to those days that being dump. Now, i knew that im feeling so sick in the days without you :'(
The worst feeling that i never had before is I couldn't cry out loud when i know you gonna leave. Im dumb...
The only thing that i could do is giving you the best wishes!
我要你幸福！
我想看你过得开心！
因为你，
我学会了， 放手！
