Monday, October 29, 2012

Life is like a Marathon

walking back the memory path...
the last time that i participated in marathon was 4 years ago & it's only 10km! 
Time flies ~ till we are unable to capture it.

Today, I'm taking the challenge on myself again - 30km marathon

Every person is given a chance to complete it and there is only one destination for this long run. What's make the difference among people?? 

the speed - how long do you take to reach the destination?
the persistence & consistent - are you determine to keep yourself running throughout the journey?

I'm actually the last who start the running as me & boyee arrive late. At the beginning, all runners are energetic and excited :) 

1km -->> 2km -->> 3km -- >> 4km -->> 5km, some of them started to slow down, some are just stop... those are ahead still keep going!! Yet, a lot people give up at 15km.

When it comes to 21km, I stop myself at that point of time... I guess I reached my own limit already. Once I stopped, I couldn't continue to run any more as my legs are about numb and out of order. No choice, I'm just continue walking. The more I walk, I felt the pain, and it makes my mind goes out of track that telling me to stop and give up which you shouldn't goes beyond your limit.  At the end, my kiasu-ness conquer all this and I keep walking 1km by 1km. *I thought of my mdrt is waiting me at the destination, that's why I must complete the run* This is the only motivation that push me towards the end. Along the way, the painfulness, the hardness, those negative thinking will just trying to stop you from moving forward. At the last 5km, I met her, the person that accompany me and we encourage each other to keep moving. 

At last 1km, we're offered to cheat by getting the short cut yet we refused to take it. We said we must complete 30km instead of 29km.

AND We DID  IT!!  

A lot of people cheer and clap for us when we running towards the finishing line. The satisfaction is really indescribable in words. 

 BACK to Working Life

When I started my job in Insurance line, a bunch of people are joining together. Everyone started with their passion heart and excited. There's always comes to the point that some might leaving half way, and when you still keep moving, you'll be able to meet people which are ahead of you. In these 2 years, I saw some people around already give up and some is still continue chasing their dream. 

Nothing is impossible, the destination is there. It is just the matter of time in which how fast we want to get it. And success is belong to those who consistently running and never give up. Everyone is given a chance and how we gonna utilize it, it's up to us. Sometimes, we tend to depress and frustrated when there are failures or rejection. But, we'll definitely meet someone that would support each other and walk together towards success.  And this is how we grow and become stronger!



 - the girl name Yam that accompany me for the last 5km -



I DID IT - 30km


MDRT 2013 

never stop chasing your dream :)
- qianqian -

Thursday, July 12, 2012

special dedicate to her ~

Along the way, I knew that I had lose a lot of great things and enjoyment. And all this while, I'm keep repeating the same mistake and remain the same attitude which I don't really care people around me and being such a selfish way of myself.

There are pieces of memory flash across my mind. I miss those days of our happy life with all the laughter and ridiculous act. Now, I just want to be the one who can always be your good listener and giving my help to you whenever and wherever you need. Also, we have to grow together and make the change.

I believe in you, You can be the greatest 1. & EVERYTHING GONNA BE AL-RIGHT after all this! Be strong my girl.

- qian -

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Missing pieces

It's been a week that the feeling conquer me badly. I couldn't tell how hard is it and cant even express all in words. 

please tell me, how to make everything goes right? I really feel like crying.

Since the day I back from Singapore, nothing seems to be alright with me. I feel like something is lost or missing. The empty space seems unable to be fill up. A lot of questions are running in my mind which dont hv the answer for it. 


Saturday, January 7, 2012

千与千寻的神隐 - Itsumo Nando Demo (Always with you) -Piano

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Journey to Ipoh

29 Dec 2011
This is my first time driving so far - all the way to ipoh. The journey is fun with his companion. *excited* As i drive slow, it's took me about 2 hours to reach. The first night of fun - delicious supper & KTV. But, the ktv is damn lousy because not much choice of songs. That night, i were so worried and afraid that I can't perform well for the next few days.

30 Dec 2011
Early in the morning, someone wake me up - that one is Danny!! *damn sleepy weh, * but still, force to wake up :? We (Danny, Dave, Wah, Vincent & ah yong) went out for breakfast before going to work. We were waiting half an hour to eat the fried hor fun. Thus, all of us are late for work. First day of working, so blurred with all the products. Luckily, got Danny help me out and I got the luck in the morning and manage to get sales. :) *really thanks alot*

I had fun with you guys for all these days in Ipoh. Thank you guys for the care and everything. I won't forget the *food, massage services, laughter, and etc*