Life is like a Marathon

walking back the memory path...

the last time that i participated in marathon was 4 years ago & it's only 10km! 

Time flies ~ till we are unable to capture it.

Today, I'm taking the challenge on myself again - 30km marathon

Every person is given a chance to complete it and there is only one destination for this long run. What's make the difference among people?? 

the speed - how long do you take to reach the destination?

the persistence & consistent - are you determine to keep yourself running throughout the journey?

I'm actually the last who start the running as me & boyee arrive late. At the beginning, all runners are energetic and excited :) 

1km -->> 2km -->> 3km -- >> 4km -->> 5km, some of them started to slow down, some are just stop... those are ahead still keep going!! Yet, a lot people give up at 15km.

When it comes to 21km, I stop myself at that point of time... I guess I reached my own limit already. Once I stopped, I couldn't continue to run any more as my legs are about numb and out of order. No choice, I'm just continue walking. The more I walk, I felt the pain, and it makes my mind goes out of track that telling me to stop and give up which you shouldn't goes beyond your limit.  At the end, my kiasu-ness conquer all this and I keep walking 1km by 1km. *I thought of my mdrt is waiting me at the destination, that's why I must complete the run* This is the only motivation that push me towards the end. Along the way, the painfulness, the hardness, those negative thinking will just trying to stop you from moving forward. At the last 5km, I met her, the person that accompany me and we encourage each other to keep moving. 

Ａｔ　ｌａｓｔ　１ｋｍ，　ｗｅ＇ｒｅ　ｏｆｆｅｒｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｃｈｅａｔ　ｂｙ　ｇｅｔｔｉｎｇ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｈｏｒｔ　ｃｕｔ　ｙｅｔ　ｗｅ　ｒｅｆｕｓｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｔａｋｅ　ｉｔ．　Ｗｅ　ｓａｉｄ　ｗｅ　ｍｕｓｔ　ｃｏｍｐｌｅｔｅ　３０ｋｍ　ｉｎｓｔｅａｄ　ｏｆ　２９ｋｍ．

ＡＮＤ　Ｗｅ　ＤＩＤ  IT!!  

A lot of people cheer and clap for us when we running towards the finishing line. The satisfaction is really indescribable in words. 

 BACK to Working Life

When I started my job in Insurance line, a bunch of people are joining together. Everyone started with their passion heart and excited. There's always comes to the point that some might leaving half way, and when you still keep moving, you'll be able to meet people which are ahead of you. In these 2 years, I saw some people around already give up and some is still continue chasing their dream. 

Nothing is impossible, the destination is there. It is just the matter of time in which how fast we want to get it. And success is belong to those who consistently running and never give up. Everyone is given a chance and how we gonna utilize it, it's up to us. Sometimes, we tend to depress and frustrated when there are failures or rejection. But, we'll definitely meet someone that would support each other and walk together towards success.  And this is how we grow and become stronger!

 - the girl name Yam that accompany me for the last 5km -

I DID IT - 30km

MDRT 2013 

never stop chasing your dream :)
- qianqian -

special dedicate to her ~

Along the way, I knew that I had lose a lot of great things and enjoyment. And all this while, I'm keep repeating the same mistake and remain the same attitude which I don't really care people around me and being such a selfish way of myself.

There are pieces of memory flash across my mind. I miss those days of our happy life with all the laughter and ridiculous act. Now, I just want to be the one who can always be your good listener and giving my help to you whenever and wherever you need. Also, we have to grow together and make the change.

I believe in you, You can be the greatest 1. & EVERYTHING GONNA BE AL-RIGHT after all this! Be strong my girl.

- qian -

Missing pieces

It's been a week that the feeling conquer me badly. I couldn't tell how hard is it and cant even express all in words. 

please tell me, how to make everything goes right? I really feel like crying.

Since the day I back from Singapore, nothing seems to be alright with me. I feel like something is lost or missing. The empty space seems unable to be fill up. A lot of questions are running in my mind which dont hv the answer for it. 

千与千寻的神隐 - Itsumo Nando Demo (Always with you) -Piano

Journey to Ipoh

29 Dec 2011

This is my first time driving so far - all the way to ipoh. The journey is fun with his companion. *excited* As i drive slow, it's took me about 2 hours to reach. The first night of fun - delicious supper & KTV. But, the ktv is damn lousy because not much choice of songs. That night, i were so worried and afraid that I can't perform well for the next few days.

30 Dec 2011

Early in the morning, someone wake me up - that one is Danny!! *damn sleepy weh, * but still, force to wake up :? We (Danny, Dave, Wah, Vincent & ah yong) went out for breakfast before going to work. We were waiting half an hour to eat the fried hor fun. Thus, all of us are late for work. First day of working, so blurred with all the products. Luckily, got Danny help me out and I got the luck in the morning and manage to get sales. :) *really thanks alot*

I had fun with you guys for all these days in Ipoh. Thank you guys for the care and everything. I won't forget the *food, massage services, laughter, and etc*

Ｃａｒｒｙ Ｏｎ

ＩＴ'ｓ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｔｏ　ｓｔａｎｄ　ｕｐ　ａｎｄ　ｐｉｃｋ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　ｕｐ　

ａｎｄ　ｃａｒｒｙ　ｏｎ　★　Ｉ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｅ　ｉ'ｍ　ｓｔｒｏｎｇ　

ｅｎｏｕｇｈ　

Missing Mr.J

After 169 days, I'm still miss you like crazy! Mr. J, there's a lots of story that i want to share with you, thousand of words are floating in my mind & waiting for you... Oh damn it, i needed a little bit comfort from you...

when I think of all the moments that you hold my hand and walk together, you borrow me ur shoulder when i cried, you hug me when i need ur comfort, and I smile :)

Each time when i'm down, luckily i got girl girl here with me, accompany me get through all the tough time...

Have my new haircut and big breakthrough this year. The last hair cut for the year!!

During these period (Nov & Dec 2011), the toughest time i had. I had dilemma, indecisive, hard time. Pretty sad, emotional broke down ~

虽然你不在我身边，

我依然想念你，

希望再相见的那一天，

我还可以要求紧紧的一个拥抱！

EQ

Emotional broke down

Due to some unpleasant circumstances, my emotion fluctuated and fall into uncontrollable situation. And I'm worried & afraid of the uncertainty and depressed on the jobs. The frustration seems never gone and continue pestering me. So, I wish i have the solution in order to reduce the pressure and stress that i bear currently. I'm pretty sad that i got no one to turn to when i needed someone there for me. The mood swing make me suffer and everything seems to be troublesome. Argh.. This is kinda insane and drive me crazy. Perhaps im thinking too much as well as over worried. *how much i wish you could be here, i believe you will give me some comfort*

The only thing that i hope now is to get back on track and have a healthy life.

HAVING A CUP OF DRINK WHILE READING

A drink - Cranberry white chocolate mocha :)

It is nice & relax that you enjoy the drink while reading book. I know that i need to make some changes so the first thing to change is my emotional. Hence, i started to have some reading. *haha*

A lot to learn and absorb from the book so called The Wisdom of Emotional Management. From the reading, i realized that im actually have a lot of similar situation that being describe in the story. And the way i handle my difficulties, dilemma is kinda stupid!! LOL...

Gotta be strong and get through it ~

Im not going to repeat my mistakes twice. HAHA... But, I got to go through 2nd times of reading as i forgotten after my first.

...

宁乱的思绪

扰乱的脚步

我迷失了方向

使我无法继续前进

这一路，每一步

都走得太辛苦

我会坚持

直到我精疲力竭，

无法再撑下去的那一刻。

the dearest ♥

Thanks dears for the dinner treat aka *birthday celebration*

@ Fish & Co, One utama

It's my first time having dinner here :)
the food is nice & most importantly i got you two here with me!

The moments spend with you guys always the warmest, happily and relax... *Temporary free from faking smiles, faking talk and words* no worries exists!

Yes, I miss you guys! I cherish everything that all of u gave me and being thankful for that. Its hard to put it in words yet i would say thank you to alice & inn kin ~

Love ya so much ~ Hope there is always more time to spend together.

best sista always ♥

nice nice food :)

*yummy*