learning stage & the fact

I dump my blog since that time...

and yeah ~ tons of things happened in my life, a lots people walk in and out from my life

I just want to say thanks people!

Again - i messed up and screwed everything

I hate myself and can't forgive that im getting such weak and unproductive.

Supposedly, everything hv a good starting but...

如果有的选择，

你会做哪一类型的人？

1. 一个老老实实，在任何人面前都是好人，专被人占便宜和利用的人。

2. 一个不择手段，利用身边的人而得到好处或达到目的，不在乎别人对自己的看法，为求达到目的和利益。

if i become the one, i would wonder that will you still recognise me as your fren? Sometimes, i admit that i really care of how others look at me and how they actually think about me. If someday, i can keep myself away from others thinking & perception, i think i can be very successful. After all, this is actually what i want!!

the fact and truth...

surrounded by those type of atmosphere, make me feel the tough of facing the reality. It's kinda scary and unpredictable what will happened and you don't know when you'll be back stab by people. The truth is... keep myself awake anytime & anywhere. Be SMART ~