EQ

Emotional broke down

Due to some unpleasant circumstances, my emotion fluctuated and fall into uncontrollable situation. And I'm worried & afraid of the uncertainty and depressed on the jobs. The frustration seems never gone and continue pestering me. So, I wish i have the solution in order to reduce the pressure and stress that i bear currently. I'm pretty sad that i got no one to turn to when i needed someone there for me. The mood swing make me suffer and everything seems to be troublesome. Argh.. This is kinda insane and drive me crazy. Perhaps im thinking too much as well as over worried. *how much i wish you could be here, i believe you will give me some comfort*

The only thing that i hope now is to get back on track and have a healthy life.

HAVING A CUP OF DRINK WHILE READING

A drink - Cranberry white chocolate mocha :)

It is nice & relax that you enjoy the drink while reading book. I know that i need to make some changes so the first thing to change is my emotional. Hence, i started to have some reading. *haha*

A lot to learn and absorb from the book so called The Wisdom of Emotional Management. From the reading, i realized that im actually have a lot of similar situation that being describe in the story. And the way i handle my difficulties, dilemma is kinda stupid!! LOL...

Gotta be strong and get through it ~

Im not going to repeat my mistakes twice. HAHA... But, I got to go through 2nd times of reading as i forgotten after my first.

...

宁乱的思绪

扰乱的脚步

我迷失了方向

使我无法继续前进

这一路，每一步

都走得太辛苦

我会坚持

直到我精疲力竭，

无法再撑下去的那一刻。

the dearest ♥

Thanks dears for the dinner treat aka *birthday celebration*

@ Fish & Co, One utama

It's my first time having dinner here :)
the food is nice & most importantly i got you two here with me!

The moments spend with you guys always the warmest, happily and relax... *Temporary free from faking smiles, faking talk and words* no worries exists!

Yes, I miss you guys! I cherish everything that all of u gave me and being thankful for that. Its hard to put it in words yet i would say thank you to alice & inn kin ~

Love ya so much ~ Hope there is always more time to spend together.

best sista always ♥

nice nice food :)

*yummy*

What is true?

What's wrong?

I wonder...

Flip through the memories book, I see those smiles, I read the stories of yours, I see the real one of you. but... 

I don't know what the hell is happening right now! What are you trying to avoid from me? why are you acting such the way towards me?

I felt like im being damn silly and stupid like a noob for all these. Again, im sincerely giving my care and kindness towards people yet no one is appreciate it and gonna trample it like rubbish. Im tiring with all these stupid and bullshit.

Sometimes when you sense something difference,

you couldn't find out why is it and can't even ask for the reason,

the feeling being left with all the wondering are

just too hard cope and discomfort.

Since what im doing is nothing,

I'll be better for doing nothing.

Don't ever ask me why again...

Surpriseeeeee!!!!

*sweetness addicting*

Thanks my two little bro for the surprised present :)

the effort remember in my ♥

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Up * Down

Standing still, im doubt on my path...

There is no way for me to turn back

yet i can't move forward

im wondering...

after endure all the hardship

what is it waiting for me at the destination?