What is true?

What's wrong?

I wonder...

Flip through the memories book, I see those smiles, I read the stories of yours, I see the real one of you. but... 

I don't know what the hell is happening right now! What are you trying to avoid from me? why are you acting such the way towards me?

I felt like im being damn silly and stupid like a noob for all these. Again, im sincerely giving my care and kindness towards people yet no one is appreciate it and gonna trample it like rubbish. Im tiring with all these stupid and bullshit.

Sometimes when you sense something difference,

you couldn't find out why is it and can't even ask for the reason,

the feeling being left with all the wondering are

just too hard cope and discomfort.

Since what im doing is nothing,

I'll be better for doing nothing.

Don't ever ask me why again...